i have to return to the UK next February to apply for another tourist visa as i cant apply for one whilst i am in Australia with Master which is a bummer and will tear my heart in two leaving Master as i love Master to bits. We will be applying for a spouse de-facto when i return to Australia so that i can come as a permanent residence in Australia. My question is, how do i cope without being with Master for a few weeks?, is it wrong showing tears in front of Master, as Master only likes tears when i submit to Master?, I also try not to think of returning to the UK next February as Master wishes me to enjoy myself whilst i am with Master in Australia, only worry about it when i have only a month left with Master.