what was the hardest part...

[Simon]

To date - admitting it and still knowing there are/will be far more challenges to come.

[shayna{L_D}]

To date - admitting it and still knowing there are/will be far more challenges to come.

never thought about this one but now that i do i completely agree with you,thanks!

[jeanne]

The hardest part. Hmmm. I think just admitting it to myself and accepting it was hard - I spent a lot of years denying that I was wired this way.

After the acceptance, the hardest part was/is dealing with the need. The vulnerability. Understanding that He wants that from me, that He won't turn me away in it. Or turn away from me. I still struggle with accepting that needy, wanting, vulnerable is exactly what He wants from me.