In my opinion, it seems like you may be experiencing what is commonly refered to as sub frenzy... It seems, and i might be wrong, that you are not new to this lifestyle! But new to having a Domme??


There are some great threads about it on this forum.

It felt to me like i found my sexual switch and it just wouldnt switch off!!
And, yes, i have experienced all this to be addictive.

*grin* i still walk around in shops, wondering who might be into BDSM, who is not allowed to cum, who has a toy inside them....etc....
Maybe because i look absolutely vanilla (and i suspect people around me would never believe i even know about BDSM) i know how decieving looks can be. And it has become a little game for me.
Im not too sure it's wrong. Maybe only if you lose your impulse control....?