It's ended now. And I'm broken.
Let me be the first (of many, I expect) to offer hugs and support. You will mend.
It's normal to cling to a relationship when a logical outsider could see it's over. I kept giving my ex-slave more chances long after it was clear with hindsight that she would never have the courage to be with me, because when something could be so good, one goes on hoping.
You've shown yourself on this forum to be a smart sexy sub. That alone ensures that you will be claimed as soon as you allow that you're available. There are good, trustworthy Doms out there, and you deserve one.
Leo9
Oh better far to live and die under the brave black flag I fly,
Than play a sanctimonious part with a pirate head and a pirate heart.
www.silveandsteel.co.uk
www.bertramfox.com
SK i am sorry for your hurt and pain.. i know it can be hard as i have been in those shoes and well they are very heavy to lift to get going again...
Give yourself some time to get the jump back in your step as you don't want to fall into a rebound situation.. So you can start fresh .. and when you do find that special Dom you can be all to him.. as you were to the last only a lot more wiser and well trained..
You will find another i am sure .. my heart bleeds for you right now, as i know the pain oh so well.. i even wrote a poem on this board about it called Once a Strong sub
Big bear hugs your way... know maybe one doesn't care for you but many others do... which has already been shown in this post..just as others have shown me under that poem
T/C and if you need to talk please pm me...
just my opinion
hugs
snow
“Success is not final, failure is not fatal: it is the courage to continue that counts.”
~Winston Churchill
Leo9
Oh better far to live and die under the brave black flag I fly,
Than play a sanctimonious part with a pirate head and a pirate heart.
www.silveandsteel.co.uk
www.bertramfox.com
Hugs I'm so sorry.
It'll take time, but when you're ready, you will move on, and find someone who deserves, and can properly respect, what you're willing to give.
I was badly let down by a previous Dom, and I found someone, and I wish you the same outcome, because you certainly deserve someone special.
*warm hugs*
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