good question. thinking about it, combination of risk for physical and fear for emotional. so would that would put me in boundary and limits area. the other stuff doesn't apply.
basicly what i'm try do get a better idea of what drives me to do what i do! when ever i do the water one and go under i tell myself," this insane,i'm not going to do this again!!" then maybe a month or so later, i really want that rush again. maybe addiction to the emotional high? another part of the puzzle is that have done risky things all my life!(such as water sking on lake michagan after midnight about a mile or two out).
i never thought about the emotional end before.
thankyou for your help everone. more to think about. i hope more people answer the question. crazy dave