Quote Originally Posted by Guinevere666 View Post
I think I will be punishing myself so much anyway.
And this is what I think pervertedpages referenced in that reply. You are punishing yourself and you're dwelling on it and hoping for a nice physical punishment to relieve your mental anguish.

Whether you decide to tell him or not...(and after all, it's your life...), I would take some time to REALLY examine what happened. I've been sad about a parent passing--and been drunk--but I don't like that as an excuse for behavior we're not proud of. Don't get me wrong...I've done some stupid things because I was drunk but in all honesty, I probably would've done them anyway.

Good luck to you.