Hi morganlefey!

I think I have detected strong feelings of rejection and hurt from your posts.
I visualise you as tearful and irritable and worst of all very bitter.
I sincerely hope I'm mistaken and if I am you have my apology-but I don't mean this as a criticism, it is a sad obervation.

A relationship seems to have meant a lot to you but it clearly should be way more satisfying. Both partners should be positive about what they feel and there ought to be discusions and compromises reached when it goes off the rails-at least that's what I think.

I've always believed that if I cant find what I'm looking for in one place then it's right and proper to look elsewhere.

*Reaches out to give big hugs*