Jade's Master's thread

[Jadetiger]

Awww, this is so mushy you 2. I'll handle it Night. Here 'ya go, Jade: :spank:

Bends over and grabs her ankles. Can I have another please.

[Jadetiger]

I have been order to stay off the forum for 24 hours, except to check mail. Please feel free to use virtual Jade for Mastermike's birthday party. I hope eveyone has fun especially the birthday boy.


Hugs and Kisses,
Jade

[Wontworry]

Hey .. what did you do to deserve that Jade ?

There's punishment and then there's PUNISHMENT. Not being able to read or post on the forums is just plain cruel !!!

[Nightstriker]

WW. I personally would not call that a punishment, I would call it a test to see how loyal she is to her dom. Nothing more and nothing less. Thoug if it is a punishment then....well I will be haveing egg on my face sooner than expected.

[Big_Nee]

It certainly is a hard test. Seeing how much Jade adds to the forums I believe it will be tough. I think it is an inspired idea.

[Jadetiger]

The task was hard but not for the reasons you think. I was still able to talk to some of you guys through PM and emails.

WW - It was not a punishment.

Nightstriker - It was not a test of loyalty. Good thing too because I don't like people who play those kinds of minds games. I give my respect, trust and loyalty to a very few people so using them in a mind game is the best way to lose them. Sorry if my domme side is shining through.

Big_Nee - Yes it was hard. I had to deal with some old issues to perform this task.

My master’s task has been performed and I learned how to set a hard limit so the day has been very productive.


Thank You Master
Jade

[Nightstriker]

Jade my words may have been mischosen. But if I were to hand down a task like that it would be to see if she would follow my command, just like with any other task that I would give her. It in essence being a test to see how much she trusts me, how much she loves me, in essence how loyal she is.

I see this task is no diffrent from any of the others that you have done. It has tested the same things that any of your other tasks have tested.

[Ruby]

I see this task is no diffrent from any of the others that you have done. It has tested the same things that any of your other tasks have tested.

I thought this task was very different, because to accomplish it meant that Jade had to NOT do something and that not meant that she didn't have access to information. Even if that information was just new postings or old threads that she might want to read.

To not do is much harder than doing.

* Pink Elephant at ten o'clock! No, wait you can't look. No you can't even think about a pink elephant. Nope, you can't. *

* Hey, you two, no eating of the forbidden fruit. *

You get the idea.

Jade - congrats on turning this into a huge learning experience!

[Chuckdom19]

Jade,
I am impressed and proud of you for being so careful to follow the instructions of your Master.
Every task is hard: the ability to follow an order takes character and desire to please.
I'm glad for you, and hope your relationship with your Master is caring and rewarding.

Lord Chuck

[Jadetiger]

Nightstriker,
I was much too hostile to your response than I should have been. I want to apologize and explain why this task was so hard for me. I have suffer child abuse as well as beatings and rapes from my first husband. All the people who have hurt my daughter and I have been the ones who we should have been able to trust. While you guys say to listen to your gut instinct when determining where a task can go I can’t listen to mine.
This task immediately had be thinking about how my husband isolated me from my family and friends before he started to beat me. The thought that I might let myself fall into a trap where I would be controlled like that again was frightening. I let it happen once and have always feared that it could happen again. I have spent my life making sure I was never in a position where that could occur. That was my gut reaction and I fought with it all night.
I knew my master did not mean for me to feel this way and it was not his fault that I had this reaction. Even if I couldn’t have completed it. I knew he would have supported my decision. It is his patience and understanding that made me try to complete this task for him. So in completing this task I was able take back some things that where stolen from me along time ago.
It was extremely difficult to perform this task with the demons from my past chewing on my ass but with my trust in my master and Ruby’s help the little bastards ended up starving. The fact that I am stubborn as hell and can’t stand to let my past direct my life is also a big help.
What I learned about myself from this task. Besides my family I keep to myself. In truth I put myself in isolation. It felt safe. No friends meant that I had less people I had to worry about hurting me. Please realize I am not a social creature by nature so this wasn’t hard to bear. So my big lesson was that everyone needs friends to help work through their issues and I must thank you all for your support. Sharing yourselves and experiences on the forum had helped me open up.

Ruby and Lord Chuck,
You two have especially given me the strength to stand my ground and face my fears. Confirming that my reactions are normal and that if I need help I can come to you has been a great comfort. It has kept me from running and hiding when things get hard.

Master,
I must thank you again. When we first meet you asked me about my friends and you were shocked when you learned I didn’t have any. I think you were even more shocked that I like it that way. As you already know while I will answer direct questions I do not freely supply information about myself unless it is in the guise of virtual Jade or commanded to do so.
I have reviewed your previous task assignments. The majority of them involve me sharing my feelings and myself with others on the forum. I didn’t realize my lack of friends was such a big concern for you. I am guessing you realized I would need them if I was to succeed in over coming some of my issues and the truth is you were right. I would have run away along time ago without their support.

MY REWARD
You have know idea how excited and honored I was by my master’s gift. And wet. I just wanted to share my present. With my master’s permission of course. In the Personal Photography.

[Nightstriker]

I thought this task was very different, because to accomplish it meant that Jade had to NOT do something and that not meant that she didn't have access to information. Even if that information was just new postings or old threads that she might want to read.

To not do is much harder than doing.

The difficulty of the task dose not make it much diffrent in what resolve is being tested. It is just a more difficult task to perform.

[edit because I posted it while Jade posted her last one.]

Jade
I can understand what you have said. I have no doubt that this was increadibly difficult for you, but like you said yourself your Master had no malicious intent in getting you to do it. From what I read your trust and loyalty pushed you through so that you can accomplish the task. He forced you to confront one of your fears and you have come out stronger for it.

Jade do not worry to much about being defensive, I took no insult or the like from your words. Our defenses help to keep us safe.

[Jadetiger]

The difficulty of the task dose not make it much diffrent in what resolve is being tested. It is just a more difficult task to perform.

I do not have a problem with not doing something. In fact my master has not let me play with his toys in forever now. First he has me buy them and when I start to get use to them he takes them away. Poor me. I guess I will have to learn how to use my hands.

[Nightstriker]

*Pats the tora on her head* From what I see you are doing great, and have been a wonderful sub for you Master.



p.s tora is Japanese for tiger.

[Ruby]

Nightstriker said, "The difficulty of the task dose not make it much diffrent in what resolve is being tested. It is just a more difficult task to perform."

Excellent point! Nightstriker, thanks for putting that into perspective for me.

Jade - what a great reward! Whew!

[Jadetiger]

Nightstriker said, "The difficulty of the task dose not make it much diffrent in what resolve is being tested. It is just a more difficult task to perform."

Excellent point! Nightstriker, thanks for putting that into perspective for me.

Jade - what a great reward! Whew!

Yes it was and it meant a lot to me.

[Jadetiger]

I figured out how to post my reward here too.

[Katmandu]

WhooHoo! A Man in the Forum!! Thank you Jade!!!!!!

Also, sorry about everything in your past. You have brought tears to my eyes, not because of what you survived, but because of your ability and desire to continue down this path of BDSM, despite.....

You are a true heroine in my heart, from this day forth!

[Darkgirl]

Jadetiger.....
I feel that I could give you a..........
HUGE HUG!!!

You've done so well. You're a big inspiration to us all including myself.
For a long time I've felt that sex was not an enjoyment but an actual punishment and to feel pleasure made me feel so dirty and disgusting. To gain this new experience of being in BDSM now allows me to bring out the
feelings that I 'thought' were impure and release my emotions in a way that I feel 'clean' afterwards.
You have shown such courage and determination. I feel that there is no
way that you should even feel that you have failed in any way. Each time we procceed in a task, we learn something new and the next time, we do it better.
Sorry if I've dribbled on a bit but I had to get that out my system.

[Jadetiger]

Katmandu and Darkgirl,

I have drawn my strength from the caring people on this forum. Without you I would still be in my self-imposed cage hiding from my past and myself. The truth is I am inspired by all of you. You guys are the true heroes. This forum has freed my in a way I didn’t even realize was possible. I know I will get surprised and fall many more times as I move forward. But that doesn’t matter any more because I know if I can’t get up by myself there will be many hands helping me up. You guys are the greatest. The sense of freedom, power and control I have now is a direct result of my having the privilege of knowing you all.

I can’t believe I am crying. I am being such a sap, but if they are happy tears I guess they are okay. You people are making me into a wussy. :iluvu:

Smiles and blows her nose. I guess being all sappy can have its benefits since I get to snuggle with all you guys. Speaking of that. We can all go to the Gary’s Lap thread I hear they have lots of beanbags. Clothing is optional. :strip1: Darn that would be considering thread highjacking.

Pssst We could always highjack GW and bring him back here and have our way with him.:cuffs: Now that would definitely dry my tears and get my juices flowing. :Tasty:

Hugs and Kisses
Wet Slave Jade

[Nightstriker]

*Walks up behind Jade and pokes her shoulder gently.*

[Jadetiger]

*Walks up behind Jade and pokes her shoulder gently.*

Jade kneels. How may I assist you sir?

Wonders why she asked such stupid questions. She is kneeling in front of a man.

[GaryWilcox]

Speaking of that. We can all go to the Gary’s Lap thread I hear they have lots of beanbags. Clothing is optional. :strip1: Darn that would be considering thread highjacking.

Pssst We could always highjack GW and bring him back here and have our way with him.:cuffs: Now that would definitely dry my tears and get my juices flowing. :Tasty:

It's not me that minds the hijacking... go wild!

[Nightstriker]

Jade kneels. How may I assist you sir?

Wonders why she asked such stupid questions. She is kneeling in front of a man.

*leans down and quickly licks her nose, then falls back and flops onto a couch.*

[Jadetiger]

*leans down and quickly licks her nose, then falls back and flops onto a couch.*

Thank you sir. I needed that. LOL

[Nightstriker]

Can't be serious all the time Jade. For is you do you will accumulate far to much stress, and that can be unhealthy.

So relax and just enjoy the moment.