Jadetiger.....
I feel that I could give you a..........
HUGE HUG!!!

You've done so well. You're a big inspiration to us all including myself.
For a long time I've felt that sex was not an enjoyment but an actual punishment and to feel pleasure made me feel so dirty and disgusting. To gain this new experience of being in BDSM now allows me to bring out the
feelings that I 'thought' were impure and release my emotions in a way that I feel 'clean' afterwards.
You have shown such courage and determination. I feel that there is no
way that you should even feel that you have failed in any way. Each time we procceed in a task, we learn something new and the next time, we do it better.
Sorry if I've dribbled on a bit but I had to get that out my system.