Magie Noire
Mistress of the Heart

Mistress, i have heeded Your words in the last letter sent to me. i once again belong in a family and am finally happier than i have been since being Yours. Master Eldarin and Mistress SubKitsune are very generous with Their time and affection Mistress, my only wish is that They had a chance to know You as well as all You loved. * places a bouquet of calla lillies upon You page in memory of You and Your love*
" one will never forget, when there is love"

Hey. We hadn't said more than a few words to each other, other than "Hi", or "Evening", but I know that you were a very caring a loving person. But I wanted to pay my respects, because you're a very missed and wonderful person from everything I've heard. I meant to visit before now, but I didnt know what to say. I've taken eternalmagic, with Eldarin, into a family that loves and cares for her. She's very sweet and kind, and I'm honestly happy that we can try to make her happy again. *places a bouqet of white carnations on your page* for rememberance...

Kitsune

We never met. Not once, but I have met some of those you called you're own and I have heard a few of their stories. I know that you would want them to move on and live their lives and for one of them I'm helping with that. I've taken eternalmagic as my own in a family that is small and broken. She is both our sister and our lover and we will take care of her as she will take care of us and as I have heard you have taken care of your own. We will love her and keep her for as long as she will have us. *he bows his head murmuring a prayer in latin* I wish we could have met.

Mistress.

today i am missing you very much. when i first heard of your passing, I wasn't sure what to do. As you know, i was struggling with life decisions. what i was going to do and if i would remain in the lifestyle. over the summer i was raped Mistress. it made me run away from you and everyone. then my friend kaymii died of cancer. and then you passed.

i feel so lost Mistress. now that i'm finally back....i feel like nothing is right without a Mistress. i am owned now Mistress by a wonderful man .but. yea. i remember when i would have a bad day or was upset with things at home you would wipe my tears, and tell me everything would be alright. not to worry my sweet pet, you would say. our conversations about religion, as you tried to help me the best you could. the few times you punished me. and the many times you played with me. Mistress. there will never be another like you. i remember this time last year, when i was at my lowest, and you protected me, and cared for me. when the rest of the family abandoned me, for decisions that i made. for misunderstandings that they weren't willing to fix...but you were there. i miss you Mistress. so so much. i know that there won't ever be another like you. but i am honoured with the time i was able to spend with you. how you introduced me to wolf. how i had never been in such a large family. Master, he is wonderful, and cares so dearly for me...but that doesn't stop me from missing you..

love.

sugar.

Thinking of You. *lays fresh flowers on Your page*

I miss you so much, Mistress. Wish you were here with us...

Mistress, i am happy once again. Found another much like You. Loving, caring, fair, giving, honest, trustworthy, accepts me for me, and like you Mistress He is selfless. You would have liked Him. I love you and feel you with me everywhere. *tosses a bouquet of cali lilies to the heavens*

Mistress, difficult things in my life, harder roads to travel, harder choices to make. I had to make one of the hardest choices ever. I don't think anyone understands or wants to accept it either. I can feel the judgements falling down on me. You know how i can feel others. But i do have to put myself first. Even when you where here i was concerned about everyone else and never myself. How can i be happy and give to back to everyone if i don't put myselft first? I let them all know in the family, i didn't just disappear which is the easy way out, and because i love the family i wouldn't do that. looks to the sky.....***tosses cali lillies to land on the clouds in heaven***

I don't know what to do, I only trust those you did. i'm having such a hard time right now Mistress. But i did finally did the one thing that would make me happy in my life. I just don't know why i couldn't do it when you where here. *tosses the cali lillies to the sky to land on the pillows in heaven*

thank you!! i dont come here often, but thank you for accepting my request. would like to find out a little about you and what u do x